give up???? continue waiting????

haiz...i give up???continue waiting???tis all playing in my mind nw....hw hw hw...???if i giv up....u can find dao ur xing fu...bt i continue waiting...my heart become pain pain n pain...c u wit other de boy....i admit i jealous....nt happy....heart pain....haiz....bt i oso cant do anything if u didt choose me....u didt choose oso true...who like a fat n ugly de boy lo...do thing de time oso didt serious....u mayb dunno i like u...love u....care 4 u....bt u didt choi me.......never mine lah ...i will continue de like u ....love u ....care 4 u from far away.........